I don't wanna be that kid anymore

So I've gained new perspective on school...just in time for my last two years of it.

(This will be brief it's kinda late and I felt like writing a little something before I crashed).

I know that a lot of the tasks are tedious and sometimes even a bit daunting, BUT I can't say I hate school. I used to dread it with a passionate dread and the only thing I truly and fully looked forward to was hanging out with my friends again. But through the years especially during college I have found school to be exceptionally exciting.

I mean yes, you can expect the normal classes and what you will do in them, but there are days..days that I live for, when something (specially at a Christian school) finally hits home, or really clicks in my head. These are the times I am excited about this year, I don't dread my reading load...yes it is a ton BUT what I am reading is so important for me to know. It can kind of get hazy if you listen to the crowd. People say..oh I only read the first and last chapters and then did the book report.

I'm kind of tired of being that way

I wanna actually learn and retain for once

It would be amazing to get all A's and B's this year

It would be great if I did it all in the name of the Lord (and not for my ego)

I've always been a "just get by" kid

I'd like to strive higher, because I'm learning about my Lord, His work, and His Kingdom

So yeah brief thoughts for the night and tomorrow starts a brand spankin new day and I'm stoked for it.

All to God.