Every time I turned around I was doing something wrong. At most every moment I needed help with something. I'm sure that every customer thought I was the new kid on the block even though I have been there for two months.
Anywho, though I had a terrible work day I came home with a blistering feeling of annoyance with myself. All of a sudden I realized that I couldn't keep this self-loathing feeling up or my night would have ended with the sun going down on my anger.
Even being angry with myself I couldn't let my anger be my last emotion before I went to sleep. So, I started thanking God for all the good things and blessings that he had given me that very day.
So I guess what I'm saying is that although I may have had a really bad night, by the end of it I had to think of the positivity that I had earlier that day. Thanking God and giving him all the praise even in the terrible funk I was in helped me not only sleep but feel a sense of peace that only really comes from knowing that there is a Father who does give us that peace even when we feel that the peace inside of us has been utterly rocked.
It's a love that moves us through our troubled souls. It's a love that calms the very raging seas.
All to God
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