It's raining, I'm tired of working, yes I'm complaining. I'm tired of all this Chick fil a business because it doesn't matter, I want to smack every politician and office holder right in the face and scream,"DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT YOUR FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS?" I miss my boyfriend, I miss having time, I miss my friends.
I feel all tangled up inside. It's one of those moments where I really just want to be free of everything, like hit the road and go very far away and see what I will see.
But you can never be free of it all, the only way to do that is by being released from these bodies of ours. That will only happen in death or by the coming of Christ.
I find myself falling into this state of stagnant life and I'm definitely not made for that. Every piece of me desires to break from that. I'm not a 9-5 worker, I can't just work a job and feel as if this is where I am supposed to be.....it's just not who I am.
And one more vent about CFA, it makes me angry that millions of Christians would go buy massive amounts of fast food because some people believe that the CEO or whatever shouldn't disagree with homosexuality. It only makes me angry because there are people trying to spread the gospel who need money to do so, and people are so willing to jump on buying billions of dollars worth of chicken but when preachers, youth ministers, any type of Christian minister is in need of funds because they believe in bringing Christ to people, so many are slow to respond. I don't know I'm very much venting and I need to do some praying.
All to God
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