It's Late, Again.

Ok, so I know I've already posted...well now it would be yesterday, let's just say recently. But I was reading back over my It's Late post from a waaaayyyyyysss back there. So I decided to do another one, hopefully I won't bore you.

A list of things about myself in no particular order:

- I am currently unemployed with no prospects of a job
- I now know what I am going to do after college because I have graduated but getting there is nerve-racking, and I'm hoping that my nerves will calm down with time.
- I'm still living with my parents........no shame....it's only for a little while.
- It's actually easy for me to love those who don't love Christ (I don't say that to brag...what's to brag about?)
- I still would love to take a bunch of my good friends and travel, take pictures and make silly videos.
-Whether or not anyone knows it, I'm becoming much more emotional than I used to be. I find myself fighting back tears a lot more these days.
- The only thing that sucks about being a missionary is knowing that my family and a lot of my friends are going to be so far away, and I chose for this to happen.
- But then I think about God leading me and I get super excited.
- How am I going to continue to pay off my student loans? Hmm....let's hope God grants me some awesome supporters.
- I might like coffee a little too much, there I've confessed.
- I'm still my greatest enemy
- I still really heart banjo...never gonna change.
- I'm learning from something I've heard way to much; "If your bored, it's your own fault."
- People keep telling me that the place I am going to is full of people who want to kill me............This is really racist and I'm tired of it. I get it, precaution and safety are valuable, one day hey..they might just be right. But most of these people have only ever served me food and coffee and some good laughs, not a knife to the throat or gun to the head.
- Whoa this list just took a harsh turn. Calm down, girl, calm down.
- ^ Sometimes I have to talk myself out of working myself up....
- Let's end on a good note: This Christmas I was blessed to be able to give.
- And..Adventure Time for the win (so I'm still a child sometimes, oh well.)

Well there's the list, there's a lot more but that's not meant for the interwebs. Thanks for reading about my babbling inside my head. It's late again..

All to God