Anyway outside of school, I have been experiencing this ongoing onslaught of issues that I am having to release into God's hands. They are not all necessarily issues that are bad, just need a little more looking after than what I can provide, and who better to trust than the best ally I have, the Creator himself. He has used me in ways that I wasn't expecting already this week, which comes as a surprise since my focus has not necessarily been starkly fixed on him.
It's a nudging reminder that he needs me to pay attention so that he can use me further, otherwise I'm a blank shell in a shotgun poised for use.
It's not as if God needs me but it is a blessing that he wants me. Oftentimes I get twisted up in deadlines and beating myself up for not finishing a paper on time or something of that nature. But if I am not ready for him then he cannot use me, so it is also a blessing that he providentially led me into situations where I could be of some use. Yet it was a subtle reminder that I could do this and more if my focus was solely where it needed to be. God likes to communicate with me in subtle ways, seems to be the way I get it most.
Here's to another day of progress in my ever-growing awareness of who I am in Christ.
All to God.
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