Heart and Wallet

It's already happening....graduates amnesia. This is a condition where a current graduate from an institute of learning somehow forgets that the rest of their friends are not graduates and continues to ask them "what are you doing tomorrow?" or something of the like. This question only to be met with the obvious answer such as  a confused yet sarcastic remark like "Ummm...going to class." Yes it has run rampant in this brain of mine.

But in other news about conditions concerning the brain, I have this issue where my brain likes to latch the majority of its focus on something. It used to be school and having to reach an end goal by a certain point a "just stick with it" mentality. Since I no longer have to focus on school, this focus has taken a turn towards my job. My small little job that won't last for much longer because of the end of the season is taking over my focus space, when in reality it should be filled with support raising.

I do not want support raising to be my side job because it is part of my "career." That is hard when the job that pays you money is where you spend the majority of your time. It is hard to do both. This has been both my struggle and an annoyance to me as I know what I should be doing in both areas but yet I don't know how to make significant time for them both.

Oh....the struggle.

I know where my heart lies and I know where my wallet lies....how to balance this is something of a mystery, but this is yet another classroom in a different form. I'm not sure if I am passing, I suppose time will tell and I am confident that God will see me through on both accounts, and that comforts me.

Well I shall keep you posted through my goings and comings and everything throughout. If you are praying for me and this year-long journey I am trying to take by next June, I appreciate every word uttered. What am I saying, if you are praying for me in general I am most appreciative. Thank you.

All to God