Doubt

I have doubts. I have many doubts about how I am going to pay off my massive student loans after college. I have doubts about where I will live while paying off these loans. I have doubts. There is nothing more demanding than money, yet for most people it is the scarcest commodity.

I will have none. I will be very poor according to American standards. While graduating will be a fantastic thing, and very long awaited, it will be bittersweet. Like I said before...I have doubts.

However, having said all of that, I cannot and will not forget the One who provides. Although I know it won't be easy, I know He will be there every step of the way, as long as I allow Him to be. There are a lot of obstacles that are financial and those that are not that I will have to deal with, some for the first time. Growing up is no fun, yes call me naive if you want, but I'm growing up the best way I know how and hopefully I am letting God guide me fully along the way.

I have doubts, God has the ultimate love and power, therefore I have nothing to fear. I know my God is with me.

Doubt Verses Faith

Doubt sees the obstacles

Faith sees the way

Doubt sees the darkest night

Faith sees the day

Doubt dreads to take a step

Faith soars on high

Doubt questions "who believes?"

Faith answers "I"

-- Author unknown

All to God