Let Old Acquaintance be Forgot

Well the new year is upon us. With it brings new everything, a new springtime (yeah!), new classes, new semester, a new breath of fresh air...a new tax season. There is lots to accomplish this new year, lot's of new memories to make and friends to meet. It's almost fun to think that there is another 365 days of unknown, but it's also a little scary.

Aside from the scary side of the "unknown-ness" of it all there are some pretty swanky things lining up in the new year already. A) I'm one step closer to graduating, B) My sister is getting married and I will have a new brother, C) I'm (very excitedly) going back to Bosnia! In this new year I just want to apply myself to the things I am doing, and be more confident in my abilities to do these things. In February I will be 21, and I really just want to be more responsible, even though I will eat those words when it comes right down to it.

Remember my blog titled "Betterness"? Well I am trying to achieve "betterness" in my life, it's hard but I think I'm getting somewhere with it. God is a huge part of this betterness, without him I would have no drive to become better. It has a lot to do with surrender you know? I think that we get to a point where some aspects of our lives are surrendered to him, and easily so. Well, I'm trying to get to a point where I'm surrendered to the point that I am completely sold out. I love God and I want him to be the reason for my betterness, so I fully intend on leaning on him and having discussions with him about some things.

He can better me, if I'm willing to let him. He can help me with confidence and responsibility, I am a testament to this already, just in the past two years he has changed me drastically. I love him for it, and so much more.

All to God