Ready, set, no.

You know when you have an overwhelming passion for something but you seem to be too busy to further the passion or even calm it down? Then you've pinned me. I am so excited for the future, I am so excited to do something about it now and in ways I can! I think we all know what I'm talking about.

I've had an itch to speak the language, and be with the people. Although we all know I have confessed that actually speaking the language is tough for me, I've had an urge to just do it. Haste is and is not a necessity. There is an urgency to GO, but there is also a time to STAY. For now it is a time to stay and with this I must be content.

I am preparing for service in this part of the world and it is a mix of emotions, one of them at this stage is anxiousness. Quite possibly the worst of the emotions (instant gratification and all that.) So there I am, this is why my insides get all twisty with excitementanxiousnesshappinessimpatiencehopefulnessreliance and a slur of other things that I could smash together to look like a train wreck.

BUT God has time in his hands, it doesn't matter where I am my ministry is how I live my life. My heart however lies with the people, their needs, physical and spiritual. He knows my heart and especially the desires of it. In His time.

All to God.