Today I was thinking about my journey into the world of ministering on a global level. I often think about how I would like to help people and gain relationships, and love people until they see the love of Christ. But today I was thinking of something different, I was thinking of the people God put in my path to guide me down this ministry path.
I began to think "how timely" as most of my big life changes that correspond with God's plans end in that sort of thought. Seriously though, it could not have come at a better point in my life; 18 and vulnerable. Oh yes, she was stubborn as all get out but when she saw something laid out by God she knew she had to chase it. Through trial and error, nonsense and making sense, these people found her in pivotal moments. Moments when she was pliable yet strong-willed, a perfect combination of being molded and determined.
Some of these people directed my character, others my ambition, and still others convicted me in my faith. It was as if God had assembled the perfect team to guide me along His path. The perfect thing is that he was holding my hand the whole time while his team made efforts at my back to encourage me to take the next step, while blind-folded.
All who had their hand in bringing out the woman I am today are people whom I love so very much. They've given me the tools necessary to become a more godly woman throughout life and in the work I hope to do. My mentors, family, and friends are God given and I do not doubt that in the least.
I love days where I just think of people joyfully and gratefully, giving God the thanks and glory for putting them in this life we are living. That 18 year old, she's long since changed, and I'm glad of it. But she adds significance in who I am today, she is "where I came from."
I am so grateful for those who have been at my back telling me to take the next step, just keep walking, don't be afraid where your foot might land. These people will always be in my heart and I will always think about them fondly. I am grateful to God for allowing each and every one to reach so deeply into my life, seeing potential, and helping me grow into who I am.
All to God
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